I wish I could hug that girl from 4 years back and tell her she is enough, she is not just her body, she doesn’t need to weight 48kg to be loved and she doesn’t have to do any surgeries to be beautiful. I smiled at that picture but I was definetely not a happy person. I didn’t even know who I am, what my purpose is and what is the reason of waking up in the morning. I am still not the best role model because my body is not fully natural and I do edit my pictures with sponsored content - but at least I won’t ever say “I don’t”. I was lucky enough to meet extraordinary people on my way who showed me unconditional love and were patient enough to teach me how to overcome my insecurities and fears. I still don’t have everything figured out, but at least I know I am on the right way. To all the girls who follow me - I also have stretch marks, pimples, cellulite, first wrinkles, freckles, bad days, sweets cravings, zero motivation to work out and mostly everything what you are struggle with. My social media is not a real life. Although I monetize it wisely and I am thankful for the fact that I can work and travel the world thanks to it. From the other side I always have to be “on the go”, I definitely overuse my phone and sometimes I can’t fully enjoy the moments because I am obligated to record them for my social media. It felt important to share with you these thoughts 💭 and if you are here just for my body and face - that’s absolutely okey. You can skip the captions and simply enjoy the content ☺️
Have a wonderful Wednesday!